It's been a hard week. Between daily trips to the hospital over the last week, decreasing strenth in my legs and the holidays. I'm just tired. On the upside, it looks like my teachers disablity might go through. That is good right? I wish I could still work. I want to use the education and experiance I have. I enjoyed school, and learning, I hate how it turned into such a difficult thing. I always thought I would make a huge differnce in the lives of others. I need to be content in just making the lives of those around me better.