I just saw this has spell check. Very nice.
I am starting this blog in order to better communicate how I feel and see things. I have been living with M.S. for sometime and like so many other I feel alone. I love the motivation that sites give but it is just not how I feel. M.S. sucks. When you add in all the other craziness of being a mom of two young boys and a wife, it makes even the crazy seem desiriable compared to how I live.
I consider myself an educated person. I graduated college, was a college athlete. I worked from the age I was fifteen, illegally at a chinese returant.... And now I am struggling with disablity and the fact that a times I know my mind and body are slipping away.
It turns out normal is not what I was expecting. Normal for me is far from what I always thought was normal. This is for me to help sort out all my thoughts and for anyone else who normal is not quite like everyone else. and for all you normal people out there who might just wind up reading this. Thank God every day your not me, like I thank God I'm not like you. Because no matter how hard my life is I would not change it. Well maybe just some parts.........
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